Now that I'm certified, I have put more time and effort into getting my course into tip-top shape than I ever imagined. I spend countless hours finding resources, printing handouts, outlining, gathering materials and organizing. It seems as though each time I teach, I discover that there's just one more thing I need to make class go a little smoother. I don't dread any of it. I am still enjoying every bit of work I'm doing.
I seem to have attracted women who are late in their pregnancies. It causes some stress on my end, making sure I cover enough material to get them to the birth of their babies. I recently had a mom deliver two weeks into our six week class. I felt terrible. I felt as though I hadn't gotten to the real meat of Lamaze. I was relieved to visit her and find that she did remarkably well in her labor and birth and it seemed as though most of the information we were able to cover in our short time together, she retained and used! It was certainly an eye-opener and has directed me back to my curriculum to make a few adjustments. It also seems to have given the the opportunity to do some hands-on baby care classes, which I'm sure will be much more helpful than swaddling and diapering a doll!
Since beginning this (what I believe to be) very important work, I have been taken aback by how honored I feel to be allowed into people's homes and educate them on their pregnancy and birth. If I get too caught up in it, it's easy to feel overwhelmed by the responsibility, but I am trying to focus on giving each family the best education possible. Teaching privately has allowed me to be much more personal with my students. I have the opportunity to learn about their journeys through life and pregnancy. I am fascinated by the courage that many women have. Already, they have taught me so much professionally and personally. I am continually amazed at the strength that families, and women in particular, have. So many have struggled to get pregnant, experienced loss, have health concerns or even have partners who are unable to attend the birth of their babies. These women have handled each situation with poise and grace. I am inspired by and admire their strength and positive attitudes. My journey through Lamaze has only just begun.
